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Todd's previous life was as a co-conspirator in Velvet Acid Christ, co-writing and performing on 2006's Lust for Blood, which ranked at the top of Germany's DAC for four weeks; the album's single release, "Wound," ranked on the DAC's singles chart for seven weeks and held the #1 position for four weeks.
"I started The Twilight Garden shortly after I finished working with Bryan Erickson of VAC," Todd explains. "Like myself, Bryan also can be quite depressive, misanthropic, wary and alienated. We related easily, and from our mutual interest in music sprang the album Lust for Blood. After the completion of that album, I had so much else I wanted to do and say - many ideas and things I needed to put into tangible form - so I began the creation of what would becomeA World We Pretend. During the recording, there were moments of sadness, happiness, loneliness, and bliss - as with everything I experience or create. All moments are fleeting, and all things end. When put into a recording though, something transient can be fixed in time and given extended life. It reflects an instant which can never again exist and even more spectacularly, music allows that energy to live in someone else for a time. The title track is largely about the beauty of the moment and the anguish that comes along with fate: a mix of ecstasy and emptiness."
The album explores the darker side of truth as it mirrors life: the weight of inevitability, sadness, frustration, indifference, anger, loneliness, claustrophobia, etc. Todd ponders the desperation of time, sands falling through the hourglass, the end creeping forward, and our own powerlessness in the face of finality. There is a deep sense of sorrow in the music, a haunted awareness that time is running out. "I can never seem to rid myself of this feeling for more than a flitting moment," Todd says. "It's just a part of my life. Nothing can last forever, and all things will pass. I do my best to find beauty in the struggle of human existence - to find little pieces of joy or wonder. I believe some of that has been captured on this album."
The sweeping sound is warm and emotional yet at times filled with a deep chill. Instrumentation is predominately synth-based with guitars providing a swirling wall of texture: melodic at times, yet mainly harmonic and organic. Spellbinding drums are slightly repetitive and almost dance-like. Vocals range from a soft whisper to full verbal onslaught. Overall, A World We Pretend is a passionate outpouring of deep and enduring melancholy. Poetic and flowing, the album provides beautiful atmospheres of stark images and emotion.
Recommended club tracks: The Puppeteers, Dead Adults Recommended atmospheric track: A World We Pretend
A while back, yours truly took a side trip down the less-traveled path of dark pop, with particular attention to some of the darkwave/post-punk output from labels like Projekt Records. It’s been a while since I spent some quality ear-time with that label’s releases, and when this title came my way, I decided to pay them another visit. The debut album from dark future-pop act The Twilight Garden turned out to be well worth a listen, thanks to a doom-filled retro synth groove that suggests the perfect score to a stylish underground Euro-vampire flick circa 1989. Hit the jump, read on and explore the subterranean future fantasy of this chilling first outing, A World We Pretend.
The creation of Todd Loomis – whose projects have include the vamp-themed album Lust for Blood with Bryan Erickson’s Velvet Acid Christ – Twilight Garden is a more subdued venture that taps heavily into ‘80s gothic pioneers, with particular attention to The Cure; in fact, even the band’s title is likely a nod to a Cure song. The influence of Robert Smith is quite apparent in Loomis’s vocal style – which ranges from a low, tense murmur to a tremulous wail – but the instrumental structure is a bit less directly influenced, instead lovingly recreating the warm analog synths of bands like OMD. The result of this heady blend gives the vocals a smooth, decadent feel. Loomis’s preference for slower, more deliberate tempos makes these tracks decidedly less danceable, but it’s a solid chill-out record for those of us who tend to shun the morning sun.
According to Loomis, writing and recording these new songs called up emotional states “from ecstasy to emptiness,” which he hoped to capture in sonic snapshots for each track. “All moments are fleeting, and all things end,” he explains. “When put into a recording though, something transient can be fixed in time and given extended life… music allows that energy to live in someone else for a time.”
That may seem like an overly romanticized concept, but rest assured this isn’t your standard puffy-shirted Goth self-pity stuff; there’s a definite emotional intensity at work here, and to me the music seems most joyous when embracing feelings of despair, in turn offering a genuine sense of release. That’s extremely hard for an artist to pull off effectively… unless they’re really feeling it, and I get the impression Loomis is pouring all of himself into this project. Though the intensity is dialed a few notches down from the fiery electro-pop of acts like Chris Corner’s IAMX, there’s still a steady, smoldering heat emanating from these tracks.
From the first simple synth chords of opener I Am Echo, you’re quickly seduced into a dangerous world. Both lyrically and instrumentally, this is a low-key, minimalist mood-maker that sets the tone for the more intense Dead Adults, which is definitely one of the album’s standouts. The Ice King brings the Cure influence front-and-center lyrically, vocally and instrumentally – calling to mind that band’s Disintegration era with its swirling, reverb-soaked guitars, capturing that same floating, dreamlike quality.
Guitars step aside again for the swirling synth strings of the slow-moving, sweetly melancholy title track, but the tone turns inquisitive for the bouncy mid-tempo A-Wake and the slow, darkly lurching Retainer Maintainer. The Puppeteers, with its stabbing synth bass line and glassy overhead washes is a strong callback to Loomis’s stint with Velvet Acid Christ (which often combined sparkling, angelic leads with minor key death-machine beats) and Loomis’s vocals reflect that band’s style as well, ranging from high-pitched cries to low, harsh whispers.
Delusions of Us and Something Beautiful return to a somber, reminiscent tone, the former accented by high icy chords and the latter by warm, gentle washes of ambient sound. Melancholy Crush serves a distinctly sinister closer, thanks to distant rolling bass and tight, no-frills percussion, with Loomis’s ghostly, delivery – at times strongly reminiscent of David Bowie’s ’95 concept album Outside – before soaring into a high-range climax enhanced by a touch of robotic vocoder, like an electrical phantom.
Apart from the more deliberately-paced Dead Adults and The Puppeteers, most of these cuts take their time building energy and intensity, but for the most part that approach doesn’t diminish their strength. This isn’t exactly an instant-gratification album, but I’d say the rewards are definitely there. Projekt is a very good home for Loomis's debut – it's moody enough to please the label's darkwave/goth-pop core audience, but with the added bonus of one or two strong singles with enough rhythmic energy and sexy beats to bust out as solid club tracks. Those who appreciate VAC's recent diversions from hard electro-industrial to moodier, spookier material – arguably one of that band's more interesting creative decisions – should definitely give A World We Pretend a spin.
I am echo / Dead adults / The ice king / A world we pretend / A wake / Retainer maintainer / The puppeteers / Delusions of us / Something beautiful / Melancholy crush
Hacía tiempo que no escuchaba un álbum dentro del darkwave que tuviera una esencia tan urbana y cosmopolita como este. Y es que de unos años a esta parte, gran parte de la música que se compone dentro de este estilo no deja de sonar a canciones pasadas, o a letras y melodías de lo más grandilocuentes e intrascendentes que, eso sí, te impactan en el primer momento que las escuchas pero, al cabo de un corto periodo de tiempo, desaparecen de tu mente por su falta de esencia, por su falta de alma. Menos mal que gracias a nuevas iniciativas musicales como The Twilight Garden, se ha dado un aire más renovado a esta escena ofreciendo darkwave que sabe a lo que tiene que saber, a realidad urbana, a soledad del individuo en medio de la gran ciudad, a miradas alrededor de uno mientras la gente vive aceleradamente, a ruptura sentimental que duele y que dejará una cicatriz emocional, a degustar tranquilamente un café caliente mientras miramos a través de la ventana cómo amanece,… sentimientos y más sentimientos convertidos en canciones con las que te identificas porque la vida tiene ese rostro, a veces, tan amargo y duro.
The Twilight Garden engrandece el estilo darkwave a través de un cold wave con raíces en la música oscura de los ochenta, y de un synth-pop pausado que te fija en la letra de cada una de sus canciones. Con un estilo compositivo situado en la frontera de la música etérea, la parte electrónica se muestra expansiva y poderosa entre cadencias sinuosas muy marcadas que prolongan el tempo hasta su armonía perfecta con todo el conjunto. Con el ideal como horizonte, en este álbum de The Twilight Garden, titulado “A World we Pretend”, podrán sentir ese equilibrio entre sus pensamientos más personales y la música escuchada que algunos ya creíamos perdida en estos tiempos modernos tan prefabricados. Rabia y talento, introversión y delicadeza, se han unido en un solo conjunto musical que hace del arte en la composición, una danza emocional de seductor atractivo en la que es difícil no caer rendido en sus abrazos sentimentales. Así de hipnóticas se mostrarán las canciones de “A World we Pretend” en sus oídos.
La evanescencia de la canción “I am echo” se siente tan suave como el terciopelo; “Dead adults” es mucho más electrónica, más perfilada y reflexiva incitando al pensamiento mientras nos movemos; “The ice king” suena más rockera con una base rítmica contundente que combina en armonía con la languidez vocal; “A world we pretend”, canción que da título a este álbum, tiene espíritu nocturno, esa esencia que solamente Selene puede inspirar; mucho más moderna y vanguardista se muestra la canción “A wake”, con guiños de Morfeo entre sedosas sensaciones, ¡¡¡qué lujo musical!!!; “Retainer maintainer” se presenta más oscura y germana en la definición de su composición electrónica; siguiendo en la línea dark-electro, “The puppeteers” oscilará entre el miedo emocional y la desorientación existencial; “Delusions of us” es decadente y melancólica entre fragmentos rotos de la ilusión perdida; con “Something beautiful”, el giro positivista renace a través de una voz pausada y una ambientación musical fugaz y colorista, hasta que la canción “Melancholy crush” ponga el punto y final a este álbum con su contundente y arrebatadora presencia.
Sin lugar a dudas, el ilustre sello discográfico Projekt inicia este nuevo año 2010 con un álbum tan excepcional y sorprendente como “A World we Pretend”. Estoy seguro que The Twilight Garden darán mucho que hablar en el futuro por su calidad si siguen desarrollando esta línea musical. ¡¡¡Disfrútenlo!!! - Lux Atman
The singular presence on the synthesizer-driven A World We Pretend is Todd Loomis, who has populated his "solo" effort with songs of introspection. Known as The Twilight Garden, Todd has crafted tunes out of his deepest ponderings of life's imperfections and shortcomings, released on 10 reflecting tracks, reflecting because his words might mirror your own sense of helplessness.
His words swirl like small vortexes within the gauze of airy synth melodies. The songs' presentation are melancholy in nature, thus immersing you in a frame of mind to take in, and wrap around these thoughts. The music merely serves as a home for the concepts that permeate A World We Pretend.
The gothic-in-nature songs are pleasureable to listen to. Loomis has an attuned sense of vocal variation in his music. The monotone push of the correctly sequenced "I Am Echo," which leads off the album, beautifully shifts to higher ground as he ends each stanza. The song is more guitar than synth, setting the stage for a varied album of music that is satisfying in it's intended scope. "Retainer Maintainer," found in the middle of the album, introduces a soundtrack-like dance track. More dance follow on the similarly paced "The Puppeteers".
A World We Pretend is not going to be for everybody. It is for discriminating tastes accustomed to and receptive to all the nuances found in our diversities of music. If that's you, then give this album a listen.
I came across 'Dead Adults' by one-man project the Twilight Garden completely by accident. However, it didn't take long to figure out where Todd Loomis resided within the musical spectrum on the debut release, A World We Pretend. A bit darkwave, a bit aggressive, the Twilight Garden manages to blend genres and produce a catchy, keyboard-driven experience.
The opening seconds of 'Dead Adults' remind me of a remix of Saint Etienne's 'Like a Motorway.' However, the similarities end quickly. Loomis ends up sounding to these ears more like Trent Reznor during the early Nine Inch Nails days while signed to TVT Records. The sound is warm and draws the listener in easily, especially notable considering how coldly some darkwave and atmospheric post-punk can be delivered. Perhaps some of that can be attributed to Loomis' musical engineering degree he received at the University of Colorado.